Tag Archives: spirituality

Fresh Outlook and Balance After Being Lost

Too many times I have been on this rollercoaster. I had gone up and down for months. Now, for the first time in what feelsĀ like years, things FINALLY make sense. I don’t know what happened. It was one of those … Continue reading

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Reflections on a Rainy Sunday

So I find myself in the middle of one of those amazing thunderstorms today. I wanted to take a moment to reflect on some interesting events lately. I called a psychic yesterday, you know, just to see what it was … Continue reading

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The Feeling of Mortality and Time

I had the oddest of experiences. Upon awakening yesterday, there was a weak knock at my door. My poor mother was in terrible health needing to go to the emergency room. I will admit I spent most of the day … Continue reading

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Fall, My Favorite Season, and How it Could Bring me Back my Spirituality

Halloween, pumpkins, changing leaves, cooler days and nights, that melancholy twilight just before sunset, andĀ it is my absolute favorite. My spiritual side comes out a bit too this time of year, as I remember it coming through right before my … Continue reading

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Hangover, and Waking up into Life

What do your hangovers feel like? Constant pain in the head, a slight bit of disorientation? I had my first drink in a while last night and I mixed it with my medication. Not the smartest of moves, but what … Continue reading

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Internally, How Do You Find Peace?

Peace, love and harmony. We all want it, we all seek it. Whether it’s from a new love, a new job, or just the feeling within your own heart. How do you find peace within yourself? Why is the answer … Continue reading

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How Being Bipolar Changed my Life

So now that things have finally calmed down, it’s time for a reflection. I never realized how much having a mental illness changes you spiritually, as well as emotionally and mentally. I have finally overcome the mania, and that is … Continue reading

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