Tag Archives: spiritual

A Question of Faith

What is it like to have faith? What soars through your body when you call out to God or your higher power? I haven’t heard God’s voice in a long time, and it has been very painful for me. Mental … Continue reading

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The Orgasm and the Thunderstorm…

So it is nearing 5am, and I am nowhere near the sleeping schedule I should be on for my first day of work on Thursday. But I just had the most amazing experience and I thought I should write about … Continue reading

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A Prayer for Myself, so that I will Live to See Tomorrow

Dear God. If you can hear me, I need your help now. I am drowning in the worst part of Bipolar Depression. I have nothing in my life to make it worth living. If I die tomorrow it won’t matter … Continue reading

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When Life Tells You It’s Time to Let Go

So, I haven’t been around as much, or writing as much because well, there hasn’t been anything to write about. I fell into a slump and kind of stayed there. Until last night. It’s been a while since I had … Continue reading

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Overcoming A Mountain in Life

I had a brush with suicide a little while ago, and today as I reflect on what has happened, I realize how great life really is. It is a gift that we shouldn’t take for granted. I don’t want to … Continue reading

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When will the Answers Come?

What is it like to be ghosted? You are waiting, sitting at your computer or just looking at your phone thinking, why haven’t they contacted me? What did I do wrong? I have had a love/hate relationship with a young … Continue reading

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Dear Bipolar, Please Kill Me.

Just another day has gone by. Was it a “Good” Friday? It was a shitty one if you ask me. Why am I stuck in this mode? Does anyone else feel it? Like the whole world is falling down around … Continue reading

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