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Fresh Outlook and Balance After Being Lost

Too many times I have been on this rollercoaster. I had gone up and down for months. Now, for the first time in what feels like years, things FINALLY make sense. I don’t know what happened. It was one of those … Continue reading

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Fall, My Favorite Season, and How it Could Bring me Back my Spirituality

Halloween, pumpkins, changing leaves, cooler days and nights, that melancholy twilight just before sunset, and it is my absolute favorite. My spiritual side comes out a bit too this time of year, as I remember it coming through right before my … Continue reading

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Hangover, and Waking up into Life

What do your hangovers feel like? Constant pain in the head, a slight bit of disorientation? I had my first drink in a while last night and I mixed it with my medication. Not the smartest of moves, but what … Continue reading

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The Young Man and the Older Woman

He is 23. She is 37. What a world we live in. I have been scouring the internet for an articulate gent in the literary sense, a writer, albeit a compatriot, to join me on a wonderful adventure of love … Continue reading

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A Question of Faith

What is it like to have faith? What soars through your body when you call out to God or your higher power? I haven’t heard God’s voice in a long time, and it has been very painful for me. Mental … Continue reading

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Recapturing What Was Lost…

Do you ever feel there is a moment in time, that you want to recapture some of the magic of your former self? Have we all just gotten so old and jaded that we can longer see the beauty in the … Continue reading

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A Prayer for Myself, so that I will Live to See Tomorrow

Dear God. If you can hear me, I need your help now. I am drowning in the worst part of Bipolar Depression. I have nothing in my life to make it worth living. If I die tomorrow it won’t matter … Continue reading

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