Tag Archives: mental illness

How Your Brain Can Touch The Universe

So as mania overtook me, I flew high through the Universe into throes of ultimate pleasure. I took many men along with me on my journey; charismatic, magnetic and confident they absolutely fell victim to the Bipolar’s magic GOD gene. I don’t understand … Continue reading

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Lust, Confusion, Pain and So Much Fear

So today I woke up in an incredibly horny state, but in a total fog of confusion and pain as well. My head is not on straight. I think I am fighting off both mania and depression at the same time. … Continue reading

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The Keys to the Universe, and Uh, Romance?

So, I hunkered down and watched William Shatner’s “Truth in the Stars” on Netflix and was totally blown away. And romance? Well that has been like a high-flying adventure in the stars too! I mean, my current flavor of the … Continue reading

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As My Tears Fell, So Did The Rain…

Ever had a good cry? I mean like a really good cry where you cry so hard your essence seems to call out to the universe and you feel like your heart is exploding? I had such a cry yesterday, … Continue reading

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Manic Monday (And Awesome Sex)

So like this bipolar thing right? It has its ups and its downs. The ups has me flying in the burst of energy and rollercoaster high, where the downs has me crying in my pillow. But what about relationships? As an emotional … Continue reading

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A Special Birthday Wish on my 37th…

So, another year has passed. Today June 26, 2017, officially marks my 37th birthday and I couldn’t be happier. I mean I am the fattest I have been in my life, but lets not ruin a positive post with negative bipolar … Continue reading

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A Question of Faith

What is it like to have faith? What soars through your body when you call out to God or your higher power? I haven’t heard God’s voice in a long time, and it has been very painful for me. Mental … Continue reading

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