Tag Archives: mental illness

Writing as an Art, Because We Love It

Why do you write? Why do you blog? Is it to get thoughts out of your head, or do you just want to share your inner voice with others? Writing had taken a backseat amongst all my ventures, (even though … Continue reading

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A Day to Remember That Life is Worth Living

It’s 3am. I look down at my clock and I realize that it’s 9/11 and I am in tears. Today we remember those we lost, but also why it is so, so important to live, and of course love. I … Continue reading

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Somewhere In Between The Lines…

When do you feel at your best? When do you feel at your worst? Is there such a thing as in between? I have been in a somewhat melancholic state for a while now, and I think it’s due to … Continue reading

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When the Tears Come…

I hit one of my lows yesterday. It was one of those that just hits you and you contemplate death. You’re not really going to do it, but the thought is there. It is like a mountain of pain that … Continue reading

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Attachment and Addiction, How it Can Break Your Spirit

So for the past few weeks, I have been my happy-go-lucky self. I was in and out of countless relationships, and I was on top of the world. Then GameChanger came along. I don’t have much to say about him, … Continue reading

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How Your Brain Can Touch The Universe

So as mania overtook me, I flew high through the Universe into throes of ultimate pleasure. I took many men along with me on my journey; charismatic, magnetic and confident they absolutely fell victim to the Bipolar’s magic GOD gene. I don’t understand … Continue reading

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Lust, Confusion, Pain and So Much Fear

So today I woke up in an incredibly horny state, but in a total fog of confusion and pain as well. My head is not on straight. I think I am fighting off both mania and depression at the same time. … Continue reading

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