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How to Rebuild Your Life, After You’ve Lost the Cosmic Connection

There comes a moment in time when life slows down. You have always been running around from moment to moment, and suddenly when things settle, you realize years have passed and you have nothing to show for it. I had … Continue reading

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Pull up a Chair and Let’s Talk About Something No One Talks About

So we have all agreed that 2017 was some year right? And even though Oprah killed it at the Golden Globes this year, and inspired so many with her speech, it raised questions in me. I fully understand the #MeToo … Continue reading

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I Almost Lost the Man Who Loves Me Because I Didn’t Appreciate What I Have..

We have all been there right? We live in a society of what seems like a mountain of dopamine hits from social media and an obsession with instant gratification, so it only made sense that I began to fall in … Continue reading

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So Much Guilt in My Heart. A Rocky Start to the New Year…

Have you ever done something that you feel guilty for? Said something in anger or hurt someone without realizing it? I was faced with that tonight as I tried the repair the damage I had done to my social circle … Continue reading

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When You Know You’re Doing Wrong, But You Do It Anyway…

Have you ever just thrown yourself a pity party? I mean just really reveled in it. Like, there is really no reason for it, almost to the point where you would consider yourself a spoiled brat even, but yet you … Continue reading

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A New Year’s Plan to Enlightenment

Have you ever had the worst luck ever at the most inopportune time? Have you ever wondered if your karma is coming in for payment? This was supposed to be an amazing week, Christmas was at the head of the … Continue reading

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Emptiness. Even on Christmas…..?

It was a good Christmas, it really was. Lots of fun with presents, oohs, and ahhs, and happy faces. But what happens when you don’t feel anything? I don’t know where it comes from, or even if it’s within my … Continue reading

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