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‘Tis the Season to Be Thankful

So Christmas is almost here and NYC is absolute crazy with shoppers. I love this city, especially at Christmastime, but sometimes it’s like the 5th dimension of Hell opened up. How are you guys celebrating this year? I feel like … Continue reading

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The Guilt of Your Moods and Actions

Have you ever exploded at someone in anger? Lost your cool? Said something you regretted? Had the worst version of yourself come out time and time again? Do you struggle with your temper? I have had more than my share … Continue reading

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What Happens When You Are Powerless?

Have you ever watched someone you care about go down a road of pain because they wouldn’t listen to you? Wouldn’t listen to anyone, not even a doctor? It is the toughest thing in the world to go through, especially … Continue reading

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The Waves of Emotion Can Cripple a Human Soul

What does it feel like to want to die? You hear about suicides, even done by the most famous people like Robin Williams and Heath Ledger and you think why? How could they? I mean they have everything right? Is … Continue reading

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When You Feel Like An Absolute Slut

All these allegations going around about Harvey Weinstein got me thinking. Do we actually deserve it? I have been flashing my tits and ass to men for months now, and it wasn’t until a guy told me, “well if you’re … Continue reading

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When the Tears Come…

I hit one of my lows yesterday. It was one of those that just hits you and you contemplate death. You’re not really going to do it, but the thought is there. It is like a mountain of pain that … Continue reading

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Life’s Little Lessons…

So, it’s Friday/Saturday night, a meal for one, and the same old things on TV. Sigh. How did it come to this? Did you ever stop and ask yourself, “what is it that I WANT?” People have crappy jobs, they … Continue reading

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