Tag Archives: love

A Special Birthday Wish on my 37th…

So, another year has passed. Today June 26, 2017,¬†officially marks my 37th birthday and I couldn’t be happier. I mean I am the fattest I have been in my life, but lets not ruin a positive post with negative bipolar … Continue reading

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A Question of Faith

What is it like to have faith? What soars through your body when you call out to God or your higher power? I haven’t heard God’s voice in a long time, and it has been very painful for me. Mental … Continue reading

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Knowing It Will All Be Okay….

Have you ever had moments of severe depression? Where you felt the whole world is crashing down on you? Do you spend hours on the internet living vicariously through others’ lives? Do you sometimes feel you don’t have a life … Continue reading

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Feeling at my Worst, but still Hoping for the Best

Bipolar is so god damn hard. We can’t make heads or tails of the situations we are in, and even if things are perfect in our perfect world it all still feels like complete shit. Why is that? I have … Continue reading

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Another Ghost Floats Away…

So we all have been ghosted right? I seem to be Queen of the “ghosting” phenomenon these days. Men seem to just float away from me. M-M is the latest one. I spoke about him a bit in my last … Continue reading

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The Orgasm and the Thunderstorm…

So it is nearing 5am, and I am nowhere near the sleeping schedule I should be on for my first day of work on Thursday. But I just had the most amazing experience and I thought I should write about … Continue reading

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Recapturing What Was Lost…

Do you ever feel there is a moment in time, that you want to recapture some of the magic of your former self? Have we all just gotten so¬†old and jaded that we can longer see the beauty in the … Continue reading

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