Tag Archives: God

Hangover, and Waking up into Life

What do your hangovers feel like? Constant pain in the head, a slight bit of disorientation? I had my first drink in a while last night and I mixed it with my medication. Not the smartest of moves, but what … Continue reading

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A Tale of a Cyber Artist

Hot. Too hot for October. Where the hell was Fall in New England? Just another Friday afternoon. Click, click at the keyboard. A small glass of cool Honey Jack Daniels sits on the desk, begging her pillowlips for another taste. … Continue reading

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In the Midst of Chaos Comes Calm

So in light of my first cavity in almost 20 years, I am feeling a little calm. I have been doing the “dating” thing for a while, and well, there is nothing out there. I mean is there a point to … Continue reading

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Lust, Confusion, Pain and So Much Fear

So today I woke up in an incredibly horny state, but in a total fog of confusion and pain as well. My head is not on straight. I think I am fighting off both mania and depression at the same time. … Continue reading

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How Do YOU Deal With Being Alone?

So how do you cope? This thing called “alone” is something that a lot of people don’t deal with because they don’t want to. They fill it. With Facebook, SnapChat, Tinder, friends, family, potential mates, everyone to hide from the … Continue reading

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When the Dust Settles, Is it Really Love?

Orgasms aside, how do you know it’s love? I mean, REALLY know. And for that matter, can you be in love with two people at once? Things are going really well with the Pilot, and I am getting more engrossed … Continue reading

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Appreciation & What Life REALLY Means

Did you ever stop and ask yourself, “what is the point to all of this?” I have been in and out of so many “relationships” lately, it almost feels like whiplash. Every experience has taught me a lesson; the biggest … Continue reading

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