Tag Archives: God

How to Rebuild Your Life, After You’ve Lost the Cosmic Connection

There comes a moment in time when life slows down. You have always been running around from moment to moment, and suddenly when things settle, you realize years have passed and you have nothing to show for it. I had … Continue reading

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My Petty Troubles Seem Infinitesimal In The Wake of a Tragic Loss

Contemplating suicide. I have been there. Many people have. But what is it like to actually see death? I have taken this life for granted. Over the past few days, and into the New Year, I have been writing about … Continue reading

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So Much Guilt in My Heart. A Rocky Start to the New Year…

Have you ever done something that you feel guilty for? Said something in anger or hurt someone without realizing it? I was faced with that tonight as I tried the repair the damage I had done to my social circle … Continue reading

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A New Year’s Plan to Enlightenment

Have you ever had the worst luck ever at the most inopportune time? Have you ever wondered if your karma is coming in for payment? This was supposed to be an amazing week, Christmas was at the head of the … Continue reading

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Emptiness. Even on Christmas…..?

It was a good Christmas, it really was. Lots of fun with presents, oohs, and ahhs, and happy faces. But what happens when you don’t feel anything? I don’t know where it comes from, or even if it’s within my … Continue reading

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Trying to Be Thankful When You Hate The Person You Have Become

Thanksgiving starts in a few hours. There are many things in the kitchen already set up to begin cooking. And here I am at 5:25am, thinking that I have become the worst version of myself. Do you have regrets? I … Continue reading

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The Waves of Emotion Can Cripple a Human Soul

What does it feel like to want to die? You hear about suicides, even done by the most famous people like Robin Williams and Heath Ledger and you think why? How could they? I mean they have everything right? Is … Continue reading

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