Tag Archives: faith

How Do YOU Deal With Being Alone?

So how do you cope? This thing called “alone” is something that a lot of people don’t deal with because they don’t want to. They fill it. With Facebook, SnapChat, Tinder, friends, family, potential mates, everyone to hide from the … Continue reading

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Appreciation & What Life REALLY Means

Did you ever stop and ask yourself, “what is the point to all of this?” I have been in and out of so many “relationships” lately, it almost feels like whiplash. Every experience has taught me a lesson; the biggest … Continue reading

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How Being Bipolar Changed my Life

So now that things have finally calmed down, it’s time for a reflection. I never realized how much having a mental illness changes you spiritually, as well as emotionally and mentally. I have finally overcome the mania, and that is … Continue reading

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Coming Down off the High and Sinking in Sin

So I have been particularly manic over the past week or so, and I think I am finally coming down. I have been wrestling with my spirituality and some of the other aspects of my whorish existence. I said goodbye … Continue reading

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A Question of Faith

What is it like to have faith? What soars through your body when you call out to God or your higher power? I haven’t heard God’s voice in a long time, and it has been very painful for me. Mental … Continue reading

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Feeling at my Worst, but still Hoping for the Best

Bipolar is so god damn hard. We can’t make heads or tails of the situations we are in, and even if things are perfect in our perfect world it all still feels like complete shit. Why is that? I have … Continue reading

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The Orgasm and the Thunderstorm…

So it is nearing 5am, and I am nowhere near the sleeping schedule I should be on for my first day of work on Thursday. But I just had the most amazing experience and I thought I should write about … Continue reading

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