Tag Archives: depression

Knowing It Will All Be Okay….

Have you ever had moments of severe depression? Where you felt the whole world is crashing down on you? Do you spend hours on the internet living vicariously through others’ lives? Do you sometimes feel you don’t have a life … Continue reading

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Feeling at my Worst, but still Hoping for the Best

Bipolar is so god damn hard. We can’t make heads or tails of the situations we are in, and even if things are perfect in our perfect world it all still feels like complete shit. Why is that? I have … Continue reading

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A Prayer for Myself, so that I will Live to See Tomorrow

Dear God. If you can hear me, I need your help now. I am drowning in the worst part of Bipolar Depression. I have nothing in my life to make it worth living. If I die tomorrow it won’t matter … Continue reading

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My Bearded Warrior

As he comes to me in my thoughts and in my dreams, I stir with passion. His blue eyes sparkle as I imagine his bearded cheek caressing me in my slumber. It will be a difficult road because he has … Continue reading

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Reflecting on my Two Years with WordPress

I oftne wonder, where has the time gone?  So many things have gone down that I am just trying to make sense of it all. Yet I am here still feeling alone? How did that happen? Is it just because … Continue reading

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Another Letdown, What is Life Telling Me?

I am so distraught. My anxiety has never been higher. Yet another person had entered my life and played games with my heart. Why do I allow this to happen? Am I that gullible? Is my heart so open that … Continue reading

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When You’re at the Crossroads…

I have come at an impasse in my life.  Have you ever been at the Crossroads of Life and wonder: “what in the hell am I doing here?” Or, “what does it all mean?” I haven’t felt my soul in … Continue reading

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