Tag Archives: depression

Hangover, and Waking up into Life

What do your hangovers feel like? Constant pain in the head, a slight bit of disorientation? I had my first drink in a while last night and I mixed it with my medication. Not the smartest of moves, but what … Continue reading

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When You Know It’s Time To Move On

As I sat in the ER¬†waiting room with my sister two nights ago, waiting to hear about my mom, I realized how much I have lost in this life. Time. Something we take for granted. My sister spoke to me … Continue reading

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The Death of a Shadow

What happens when someone throws you away like garbage? What happens when you still care what they think of you afterwards? What happens when you become the worst version of yourself because you blame yourself for their actions? Weak. Nothing. … Continue reading

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Internally, How Do You Find Peace?

Peace, love and harmony. We all want it, we all seek it. Whether it’s from a new love, a new job, or just the feeling within your own heart. How do you find peace within yourself? Why is the answer … Continue reading

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Where Dreams Go To Die, A La La Land in New York

I always get emotional when it comes to powerful movies with a message. Tonight’s gem was La La Land. But it was more than that. It was what my life has become, just a desolate wasteland of broken dreams. As … Continue reading

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Somewhere In Between The Lines…

When do you feel at your best? When do you feel at your worst? Is there such a thing as in between? I have been in a somewhat melancholic state for a while now, and I think it’s due to … Continue reading

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In the Midst of Chaos Comes Calm

So in light of my first cavity in almost 20 years, I am feeling a little calm. I have been doing the “dating” thing for a while,¬†and well, there is nothing out there. I mean is there a point to … Continue reading

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