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Scream

Scream with anger Scream with hate No one can relate At your end Wrestling with both poles Never knowing what else will come Everyone that lets you down You just scream with hate even more Lock yourself away Die in … Continue reading

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How Being Bipolar Changed my Life

So now that things have finally calmed down, it’s time for a reflection. I never realized how much having a mental illness changes you spiritually, as well as emotionally and mentally. I have finally overcome the mania, and that is … Continue reading

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When You’re at the Crossroads…

I have come at an impasse in my life.  Have you ever been at the Crossroads of Life and wonder: “what in the hell am I doing here?” Or, “what does it all mean?” I haven’t felt my soul in … Continue reading

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Alone. How Do You Deal With It?

Alone. I find myself here. Kind of stuck in my own thoughts, struggling to write, How do you deal with being Alone? I mean like really Alone? Sure you could fill your time with hobbies, TV, reading or the internet, … Continue reading

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I Almost Died Last Night

That moment. What drives you over the edge? People always say that if you commit suicide you’re a coward, but do you know how much balls it takes to do die? I was at my lowest point yesterday. Lower than … Continue reading

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