Tag Archives: death

My Petty Troubles Seem Infinitesimal In The Wake of a Tragic Loss

Contemplating suicide. I have been there. Many people have. But what is it like to actually see death? I have taken this life for granted. Over the past few days, and into the New Year, I have been writing about … Continue reading

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The Waves of Emotion Can Cripple a Human Soul

What does it feel like to want to die? You hear about suicides, even done by the most famous people like Robin Williams and Heath Ledger and you think why? How could they? I mean they have everything right? Is … Continue reading

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The Feeling of Mortality and Time

I had the oddest of experiences. Upon awakening yesterday, there was a weak knock at my door. My poor mother was in terrible health needing to go to the emergency room. I will admit I spent most of the day … Continue reading

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The Death of a Shadow

What happens when someone throws you away like garbage? What happens when you still care what they think of you afterwards? What happens when you become the worst version of yourself because you blame yourself for their actions? Weak. Nothing. … Continue reading

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Internally, How Do You Find Peace?

Peace, love and harmony. We all want it, we all seek it. Whether it’s from a new love, a new job, or just the feeling within your own heart. How do you find peace within yourself? Why is the answer … Continue reading

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When the Tears Come…

I hit one of my lows yesterday. It was one of those that just hits you and you contemplate death. You’re not really going to do it, but the thought is there. It is like a mountain of pain that … Continue reading

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Scream

Scream with anger Scream with hate No one can relate At your end Wrestling with both poles Never knowing what else will come Everyone that lets you down You just scream with hate even more Lock yourself away Die in … Continue reading

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