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Feeling at my Worst, but still Hoping for the Best

Bipolar is so god damn hard. We can’t make heads or tails of the situations we are in, and even if things are perfect in our perfect world it all still feels like complete shit. Why is that? I have … Continue reading

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Another Ghost Floats Away…

So we all have been ghosted right? I seem to be Queen of the “ghosting” phenomenon these days. Men seem to just float away from me. M-M is the latest one. I spoke about him a bit in my last … Continue reading

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So you’ve been Ghosted…Now What?

I have to say, being ghosted sucks so bad. How bad? Donkey sweaty ball bad. So what is the next move after some douchebag decides that you don’t deserve an explanation? If you haven’t come up with anything, I am … Continue reading

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Reflecting on my Two Years with WordPress

I oftne wonder, where has the time gone?  So many things have gone down that I am just trying to make sense of it all. Yet I am here still feeling alone? How did that happen? Is it just because … Continue reading

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Another Letdown, What is Life Telling Me?

I am so distraught. My anxiety has never been higher. Yet another person had entered my life and played games with my heart. Why do I allow this to happen? Am I that gullible? Is my heart so open that … Continue reading

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When You’re at the Crossroads…

I have come at an impasse in my life.  Have you ever been at the Crossroads of Life and wonder: “what in the hell am I doing here?” Or, “what does it all mean?” I haven’t felt my soul in … Continue reading

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Tonight When My Heart Broke, I Gained Strength

I often wonder what makes true love. Is it just words and actions? Or is there something more? Tonight I realized I was a puppet. A pawn for someone else’s pleasure. And damn did it hurt. My love affair with … Continue reading

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