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Thinking about the Past to Understand the Future

Did you ever stop and have a one on one with yourself? You know, going over your life, your choices, thinking about the people who have left, and the people who are still in it? I spent a good chunk … Continue reading

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As the Tears Flow, I Feel My Broken Heart

Round four. Around this endless circle we go. I don’t know what attracts me to this horrible man. It’s 4am and it’s raining. It started when I was out there crying, so I can only assume (armed with my Faith) … Continue reading

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When You Wish This Life Just Made Sense

I don’t know. Call it another manic bipolar night. Call it too much stimulation where everything¬†in my life is just clicking right, but none of it makes sense. Call it amazing sex with three orgasms that I couldn’t get enough … Continue reading

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Attachment and Addiction, How it Can Break Your Spirit

So for the past few weeks, I have been my happy-go-lucky self. I was in and out of countless relationships, and I was on top of the world. Then GameChanger came along. I don’t have much to say about him, … Continue reading

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Appreciation & What Life REALLY Means

Did you ever stop and ask yourself, “what is the point to all of this?” I have been in and out of so many “relationships” lately, it almost feels like whiplash. Every experience has taught me a lesson; the biggest … Continue reading

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New Beau, and a Tale of Mania

So, yeah, as all of you know I have had a little issue with my Mania lately. I even picked up a new suitor! How exciting! I am not complaining by any means, because I would rather fly high than … Continue reading

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Coming Down off the High and Sinking in Sin

So I have been particularly manic over the past week or so, and I think I am finally coming down. I have been wrestling with my spirituality and some of the other aspects of my whorish existence. I said goodbye … Continue reading

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