Monthly Archives: November 2017

The Guilt of Your Moods and Actions

Have you ever exploded at someone in anger? Lost your cool? Said something you regretted? Had the worst version of yourself come out time and time again? Do you struggle with your temper? I have had more than my share … Continue reading

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What Happens When You Are Powerless?

Have you ever watched someone you care about go down a road of pain because they wouldn’t listen to you? Wouldn’t listen to anyone, not even a doctor? It is the toughest thing in the world to go through, especially … Continue reading

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Trying to Be Thankful When You Hate The Person You Have Become

Thanksgiving starts in a few hours. There are many things in the kitchen already set up to begin cooking. And here I am at 5:25am, thinking that I have become the worst version of myself. Do you have regrets? I … Continue reading

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Losing the Battle, But Winning the War

Ever stop and think, what am I doing right now? At this point in time, are you where you should be in life? Or who made up the rules that says where you should be? The twists and turns have … Continue reading

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The Waves of Emotion Can Cripple a Human Soul

What does it feel like to want to die? You hear about suicides, even done by the most famous people like Robin Williams and Heath Ledger and you think why? How could they? I mean they have everything right? Is … Continue reading

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Breaking New Ground and Moving On

The past few days have been hard. With my mom’s health in jeopardy and my horrible mood swings, I have come to a conclusion. Some people care about you more than others do. Not a new concept, but it’s something … Continue reading

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Writing to Bring Myself Some Peace

I have been blogging a lot lately, and I think it’s beneficial because it helps me release the pain that I feel. Why do you write or blog? I am always fascinated why people write their feelings down and express … Continue reading

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