Monthly Archives: November 2017

The Waves of Emotion Can Cripple a Human Soul

What does it feel like to want to die? You hear about suicides, even done by the most famous people like Robin Williams and Heath Ledger and you think why? How could they? I mean they have everything right? Is … Continue reading

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Breaking New Ground and Moving On

The past few days have been hard. With my mom’s health in jeopardy and my horrible mood swings, I have come to a conclusion. Some people care about you more than others do. Not a new concept, but it’s something … Continue reading

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Writing to Bring Myself Some Peace

I have been blogging a lot lately, and I think it’s beneficial because it helps me release the pain that I feel. Why do you write or blog? I am always fascinated why people write their feelings down and express … Continue reading

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Thinking about the Past to Understand the Future

Did you ever stop and have a one on one with yourself? You know, going over your life, your choices, thinking about the people who have left, and the people who are still in it? I spent a good chunk … Continue reading

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Thankfulness in the Eye of the Storm

My life has been turbulent. Years wasted just wandering, trying to figure myself out. Failure after failure, just completely filled with heartbreak and disappointment. Till something changed. I don’t speak of the Captain often in my posts, because I don’t … Continue reading

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Life is Like a Flame, Don’t Let Yours Burn Out

Growing up. There is a point in your life where you realize that something big is about to happen. You may have come to a crossroads, things are changing, and there are some big decisions to be made. I am … Continue reading

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What Do You Think About Life?

I had a series of bizarre emotions today as I was contemplating my place in the universe. Did you ever stop to think what is the point of all this? People are constantly running around. I mean it’s like go-go-go … Continue reading

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