Monthly Archives: October 2017

As the Tears Flow, I Feel My Broken Heart

Round four. Around this endless circle we go. I don’t know what attracts me to this horrible man. It’s 4am and it’s raining. It started when I was out there crying, so I can only assume (armed with my Faith) … Continue reading

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Reflections on a Rainy Sunday

So I find myself in the middle of one of those amazing thunderstorms today. I wanted to take a moment to reflect on some interesting events lately. I called a psychic yesterday, you know, just to see what it was … Continue reading

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The Feeling of Mortality and Time

I had the oddest of experiences. Upon awakening yesterday, there was a weak knock at my door. My poor mother was in terrible health needing to go to the emergency room. I will admit I spent most of the day … Continue reading

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Fall, My Favorite Season, and How it Could Bring me Back my Spirituality

Halloween, pumpkins, changing leaves, cooler days and nights, that melancholy twilight just before sunset, and it is my absolute favorite. My spiritual side comes out a bit too this time of year, as I remember it coming through right before my … Continue reading

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When You Wish This Life Just Made Sense

I don’t know. Call it another manic bipolar night. Call it too much stimulation where everything in my life is just clicking right, but none of it makes sense. Call it amazing sex with three orgasms that I couldn’t get enough … Continue reading

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Making Love Through Art and Music

What happens when two artists coalesce? Magic. What happens when two artists fall in love? Fire. I can’t describe what happened tonight as it is a series of events that shook me to the core. I said goodbye to the “Quiet … Continue reading

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Hangover, and Waking up into Life

What do your hangovers feel like? Constant pain in the head, a slight bit of disorientation? I had my first drink in a while last night and I mixed it with my medication. Not the smartest of moves, but what … Continue reading

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