Monthly Archives: July 2017

Lust, Confusion, Pain and So Much Fear

So today I woke up in an incredibly horny state, but in a total fog of confusion and painĀ as well. My head is not on straight. I think I am fighting off both mania and depression at the same time. … Continue reading

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Scream

Scream with anger Scream with hate No one can relate At your end Wrestling with both poles Never knowing what else will come Everyone that lets you down You just scream with hate even more Lock yourself away Die in … Continue reading

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How Do YOU Deal With Being Alone?

So how do you cope? This thing called “alone” is something that a lot of people don’t deal with because they don’t want to. They fill it. With Facebook, SnapChat, Tinder, friends, family, potential mates, everyone to hide from the … Continue reading

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Waking Up To No One…Is it THAT Bad?

What happens when you wake up completely alone? I mean with like no significant other, no friends to go to lunch with, family not around, and you’re just ALONE. It hit me just now, as I was thinking of something … Continue reading

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No More Wedding Blues

So it’s official. My 37 year-old cousin is FINALLY getting married. I have to say, not only am I jealous and distraught over it, but I am being completely selfish about it too. How dare she? We were supposed to … Continue reading

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When the Dust Settles, Is it Really Love?

Orgasms aside, how do you know it’s love? I mean, REALLY know. And for that matter, can you be in love with two people at once? Things are going really well with the Pilot, and I am getting more engrossed … Continue reading

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The Keys to the Universe, and Uh, Romance?

So, I hunkered down and watched William Shatner’s “Truth in the Stars” on Netflix and was totally blown away. And romance? Well that has been like a high-flying adventure in the stars too! I mean, my current flavor of the … Continue reading

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