Monthly Archives: April 2017

I Almost Died Last Night

That moment. What drives you over the edge? People always say that if you commit suicide you’re a coward, but do you know how much balls it takes to do die? I was at my lowest point yesterday. Lower than … Continue reading

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Why Do You Blog?

I read an interesting post here by someone who outlined the benefits of blogging. So I have to ask my readers, why do YOU do it? For me, it’s a great outlet. I mean sometimes I have absolutely nothing to … Continue reading

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Finding “Joy” in Life. Is it All Really That Bad?

Where do you find your joy? In writing? Reading? Gaming? Dating? Painting? We all come to a point in our lives where we forget why we are “here.” Through all the bitching and whining that we do, do we stop and … Continue reading

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5am. Insomnia. Obsession.

My obsession with connecting with people is monumental. I am on forums, on chat sites, just sitting at my computer with a pain in my neck, aching and fighting my body to go to sleep. I am obsessed. Obsessed with … Continue reading

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The Mental Health Stigma in Dating

How sick of this are you?  I mean, isn’t it bad enough that we have to live with this? I have been contemplating my bipolar over the course of the day and I came to a few revelations. After I sent … Continue reading

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What are Men Thinking?

I don’t know why I am doing this, but I just have to post this. I am on just one dating site right now. I met a murderer on there, but that’s a different story. Anyway, it’s a site for … Continue reading

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I Met a Murderer on a Dating Site

So where do I go from here? I am sitting here reading the article on him, and I have to say I am shocked. First of all he didn’t have to tell me that he went to jail for 15 years … Continue reading

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